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Louise Landes Levi


after the MAN'YOSHU, The 10,000 Leaves

at the scintillating
edge, where yr. dark hairs
meet mine on the altar
of supreme sacrifice
,& did we make

it in the leaves, the
Ardennes, never had
it so good, so good

to know you, or was it, what
intoxicant in your dark hair,
or
in your gaze? perceived
in its entirety. I am

confounded by error, wishing
you wld, talk to me, fear
& subterfuge, the

spying nations get to
us/ they can spy the shit out
of me & still not know my

name, out here, wishing I knew
you better,I know you well enough to
know you'd hate this

place, I keep my feelings to
myself, but everyone
knows, that I\m

alone on this green night,
green walls in the Riggim
Cafe, somethin goin on,

wish I cld. just sleep
outhere hate the way the

city closes down, at 12.
12 she said was the
number
of
samsara,

does she know, even have
any idea what she's
talking about, I

wrote abt. overtones you'd
think I was patenting
a curse, I had to

leave the circle. but I
never left YOU.
nishi ogikubo/ Tokyo 2017



II

MY CONCUBINES's REFUGE

IT's up in arms, but whose,
&
what kind, the kind
used to kill
lady bugs
&
all else,
or
the wooden ones

on the 1000 Buddhas
in
the

Sanjusangendo, I

cldn't figure out if the only
female protector was
referred to as
IT

because the curators
didn't know
English

or because her gender
was somehow criminal
enough to be con-
cealed like mine

it's the end of an era,
I heard those words before,

INSTANTANEOUS

fire
in
the
mind. in the forest,
of
emotion,

IT was OK if I played, but
f I spoke.. I'm sorry she
said mental illness

the
verdict of the
straight
edge,

Again the walls of my
concubine's refuge


for whose recital
here
at the edge,
of
the cliff & I wish it
hadn't happened,

in this way.
nishi ogikubo/ Tokyo 2017

for
Nick Cave



+ ONE
it
was a hard
day, then a hard
night, you had a friend
or two, but no where near,

&

what abt. that etheric
dance hall, where moonlight
fell in circles on yr.shoulders of
transparent, the water fell
before you, never

tested for isotopes
&
neurons, but
you didn't

drink

Herbs were pro-
tecting you, those fr. the
garden of the extinct, a loving
hand handed you
the
Water Mirror

late one night, you wanted
to hear him play acoustic
guitar, more than
anything he

thought you wanted
to fuck him, in secret, in
secret texts, the

mystery of these things
revealed, a syllabic speach,
invented fr. the Sidham,

you learned it instantaenous,
then they threw you out
( of the cafe), an old

story, very old, he said
you were too old , I said nothing,


but
sat for days & nights
w. my bow & rosin, fr. whose
tree, the bliss exrtinguished,

as I gazed out, gazed
out,
at the radioactive
streets & the

umbrellas, held, so far
fr. Utamuro, so
close, to
home.
Chiyoda/ Tokyo 2017

sidham - an old form of Sanskrit on
which the Hiragana, modern al-
phabet is based.






Louise Landes Levi: born in NYC,  musician, poet - translator.&
traveller. She edits a small indie press Il Bagatto
- forthcoming CRAZY LOUISE or La Conversa-
zione Sacra, Station Hill, NY & an LP,
Colloidal Love, Audio MER Antwerp.
 
 
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